Well, stopped here too... I don't read much Wincest and hafta say that anytime one of my favorites [eg, Leionidaslion] posts it I have to hide my eyes at those bits: it just isn't me. But this is beautiful. I'm constantly amazed at the maturity and depth people reach with their writing in this fandom, especially when their other posts let slip that they're still in college. Maybe I have gotten so old and jaded and cynical and worn out by life and love-gone-horribly-wrong that I just can't feel this level of emotion any more myself, but it is so pretty to read, and inspiring too. This is just gorgeous. It reminds me of things I once felt about other people and maybe gives me the hope I can feel those things again. Thanks for sharing... ;-)