1. Maybe oversharing, but I still read it, and almost posted on it. Anyway, this is in response to that: 2. Honey, first off *HUGS*- I got a bucket and mop at the ready. Make all the mess you want.
Things like secret narrow-mindedness really make me dislike other people. And the problem is that it only takes one person with stupid ideals to change a system. That really sucks for you, so I hope everything eases out in that regard.
Why can't my RL world be filled with people like you? Who are awesome and sweet and smart? I was just thinking this the other day, listening to this group of people being obnoxious and talking in what was distinctly uneducated english ("geit broddy brah. yous got good marks"... wtf?) and wishing that you were with me so that I had someone on the same level to talk to. I picked the university that accomodates university rejects.
Maybe I need to be alone, or with people who aren't family This I think, will help, if you get the chance. I don't know if it'd be worth changing schools, but getting away from the problem and the family really helps. I still haven't moved out of home myself, and I get the same kinds of statments- you should go out more, you have to make it happen etc etc. But I'm not that girl. I don't like nights out on the town, and I don't make friends easily, and my uni doesn't have the greatest extra-curricular programs. I live too isolated to really do much extra curricular anyway, and nobody lives anywhere close to me. And the strange thing is, that living with my family escalates that isolation. When I'm home by myself, I don't feel alone, but when my family's around, it's just depressing. So if you're like me at all, then being by yourself a bit more will probably help that.
And yay for writing! I'm really glad to hear that- it says so much about how you're feeling. ♥
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Date: 2010-09-21 05:09 am (UTC)2. Honey, first off *HUGS*- I got a bucket and mop at the ready. Make all the mess you want.
Things like secret narrow-mindedness really make me dislike other people. And the problem is that it only takes one person with stupid ideals to change a system. That really sucks for you, so I hope everything eases out in that regard.
Why can't my RL world be filled with people like you? Who are awesome and sweet and smart? I was just thinking this the other day, listening to this group of people being obnoxious and talking in what was distinctly uneducated english ("geit broddy brah. yous got good marks"... wtf?) and wishing that you were with me so that I had someone on the same level to talk to. I picked the university that accomodates university rejects.
Maybe I need to be alone, or with people who aren't family
This I think, will help, if you get the chance. I don't know if it'd be worth changing schools, but getting away from the problem and the family really helps. I still haven't moved out of home myself, and I get the same kinds of statments- you should go out more, you have to make it happen etc etc. But I'm not that girl. I don't like nights out on the town, and I don't make friends easily, and my uni doesn't have the greatest extra-curricular programs. I live too isolated to really do much extra curricular anyway, and nobody lives anywhere close to me. And the strange thing is, that living with my family escalates that isolation. When I'm home by myself, I don't feel alone, but when my family's around, it's just depressing. So if you're like me at all, then being by yourself a bit more will probably help that.
And yay for writing! I'm really glad to hear that- it says so much about how you're feeling. ♥