like a mega update, only not so mega.

[lemanya]

+ I'm in a very low place right now. I'm very lonely, very sad and very unmotivated to do anything. Thank you LJ, for being my therapy right now, even though I'm pretty sure you guys don't want to hear how depressed I really am.

+ One of my best friends hasn't spoken to me in months now. He's the main part of the problem, because he was the guy who kept telling me 'chin up, you're beautiful' etc etc. and now? nothing. I'm at the stage where I'm hating every nice thing he's ever said to me, because clearly I'm not worth as much as I thought I was (or used to be).

+ I want a biker boyfriend. I know this is odd, but a biker boy is the epitomisation of all my greatest kinks in one package. Though I will settle for a bikeless boy as long as he's got tatts and a leather jacket. And boots
+ I have a bunch of unfinished fics which I wanted to post up, but since my flist is tiny, the only way I'll really get feedback is to post them to communities (because I might be sort of maybe relying on feedback/comments to give me ideas on how I could continue them), but is there like, a stigma on posting unfinished fics to communities? Do people not like them spamming their flists? I've never seen a message anywhere that says I can't post, but is it like, just not something you should do because you'll piss people off? I can't handle people being pissed with me right now, I'm too emotional. They're not WIPs, they're oneshots. Just, without endings (or in a few cases, middles and endings).

+ There was something else I was going to say but I forgot. I knew I should have made a list.

+ So instead, J2 EVERAFTER HAS STARTED POSTING!! EEEEEE!!!! DISNEY!!!